If I were to create a world, my world would have you in it.
I would build castles in the sand that would not wash way with the tide.
My world would be full of spring blossoms and singing birds.
My world would be full of wonder and excitement.
In my world I would hold you and cuddle you.
In my world I would keep you warm.
In my world I would quench your thirst.
My world would be uncomplicated.
My world would be honest.
My world would be a white filled with color.
In my world the music would sing to our souls.
In my world a look would not be stolen.
In my world a touch would not be forbidden.
In my world the sun would shine but not burn.
In my world the bees would make honey but not sting.
In my world there will be no other.
In my world there will be space for all of you.
In my world, my world would be very different.
March 16, 2008
In My world
March 10, 2008
Deep Down
Deep down I know I will never touch your lips
Deep down I know I will never lay in your arms
Deep down I know I will never hear the words
Deep down I know I will never feel your heartbeat
Deep down I know I will never run my fingers through your hair
Deep down I know I will never play in fields with you
Deep down I know I will never look in to your eyes
Deep down I know I will never be yours
Deep down I know you will never be mine
Deep down is a place I avoid
Deep down is a voice I mute
Deep down is a truth I deny
Deep down is a soul I drown
Deep down is an empty hollowed trunk full of you
Deep down, I need to hear what is being said
Deep down, I need to see the truth
Deep down, I will grow old, alone without you
Deep down, I know I should move on
Deep down, I know I should close this door
Deep down, I know I should find another
Deep down, I know, I should acknowledge my deep down
Deep down I am hopefully hopeless
Deep down I am helpless
March 9, 2008
As I Lay My Head
Written: Mar 5, 08
As I lay my head, I think of the world around me
I see the sky, blue and bright
I see light
As I lay my head, I think of work around me
I see tasks, easy and hard
I see purpose
As I lay my head, I think of the people around me
I see the faces, happy and sad
I see spirits
As I lay my head, I think of lust
I see desire, flesh and body
I see sex
As I lay my head, I think of love
I see beauty, sprit and soul
I see you
